Reviews: My Brother…Nikhil - The Screenplay

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The Telegraph, Kolkata, Apr'11

ONIR shares his favourite scenes from his debut film My Brother Nikhil 2005: that's when My Brother Nikhil , my first film was released. 2011: the screenplay of My Brother Nikhil has just got released. I realise that picking one favourite scene is very difficult, because there are so many memories connected with each scene, so many new meanings that the film has for me after six years. But since I have to select, let me pick a couple that are of special significance... The first one is where Navin Kapoor (Victor Banerjee), Nikhil's (Sanjay Suri) father, comes to meet him and asks him to return home. STUDY – NIGHT GOA DECEMBER 24, 1991 INT. OF NIGEL'S HOUSE Nigel (Purab Kohli) and Nikhil are discussing Nikhil's diary. NIGEL: Which year was this? NIKHIL: '84, '85, I don't remember, ask Anu. Mr Kapoor walks in. He looks much more aged. There is a long silence during which Nigel leaves the room, closing the door behind him. Nikhil looks at his dad. Mr Kapoor sits down. Nikhil is almost sobbing. NIKHIL: I have been waiting for you since the past two years Dad. I suppose I've let you down. MR KAPOOR: You've always made me very proud son. NIKHIL: Dad, just as in my childhood days, assure me once again that this is just a bad dream. And it will pass.   MR KAPOOR: Come, let's go home. Mom is waiting for you. We will all celebrate new year together. When Navin discovers that his son is HIV+ and also gay, he rejects him and throws him out of his house. With the support of his sister Anamika and lover Nigel, Nikhil fights for his dignity and social acceptance for two years. They win the legal battle, but what Nikhil longs for is the acceptance at home. I remember an article that came out in San Francisco Chronicle about My Brother Nikhil. The headline read ‘Bringing it Home'. It's about the significance of acceptance at home. That scene was largely inspired by my dad's relationship with me. I remember, as a child, I too used to get a lot of nightmares. Then I would go to my parents' room and hug my dad and sleep. I just knew that with his touch I was safe. He has always been this one person who takes care of everything. I remember my dad telling me after watching the film, “but we were never such harsh parents to you” and I told them “but it's not you”. But today when I look back at the entire film I think so much of it is like me, even more than Dominique D'Souza... and recent incidents have made this film even more special. My sister Irene became what Anu was for Nikhil and now I understand what it means for Nikhil to be able to come back. My dad and mom called me from Calcutta and told me “we love you for what you are, and want to spend our life by your side”. I realised that with the gift of their unconditional love I AM a much stronger person and can be proud of who I AM . The true significance of that scene has finally arrived home... My other favourite scene... EXT. OF NIKHIL'S HOUSE VERANDAH — NIGHT Anamika (Juhi Chawla) comes and sits besides Nigel, taking his arm. ANAMIKA: Is he sleeping? NIGEL: Aunty is with him. ANAMIKA: How is he? Nigel shakes his head. NIGEL: Go in, he was remembering you. ANAMIKA: I can't go in... NIGEL: You have to be strong Anu. ANAMIKA: I can't be strong anymore. I can't be strong… Tell him that I've gone away… I can't see him like this. I don't want to cry in front of him. She breaks down. Nigel hugs her. This is the last day of Nikhil's life, when the entire family knows that he might breathe his last anytime. Anamika, who has been this strong sister all through the film — never breaking down and just fighting on — finally confesses that she cannot keep that up anymore. I remember that while shooting this scene, I was so moved emotionally that I could not say ‘cut'. I was crying. Finally Arvind, my DoP, called cut. To read this review in The Telegraph   Top